So I’m back to where I call “reality.”
Where I do nothing but go to school and work.
I hate leaving my friends.
I hate it that I’m going to wake up tomorrow and be like “gotta get dressed for school.”
Don’t get me wrong. I love coming back and seeing my family all happy that I came back. But it also upsets me. I live literally in the middle of nowhere. LOL.
But I’m glad I went and am going back in three weeks.
I did everything I wanted to do, except one thing. Meet up with Vu and talk things out. We talked for a bit but it didn’t solve anything. Plus, I wanted to sit down, possibly eat, and talk things out. Maybe catch up on things, I dunno. But I also understand he had work. I just wanted to talk to him. I wasn’t demanding anything on the spot. Just two old pals, meeting up really, setting an agreement on something. I wanted to know how his mum was doing and his cat, Kyo. I miss them both terribly. I also wanted to see how far he’s getting at with his car. Other than that, that was pretty much it.
Some of my friends hate how much I still love him and how nice I am to him. I’m just soft hearted when it comes to him.
I can’t help it.
I would love to give him a second chance. But I rarely ever do that to people.
you know what sucks?